The wolf among the sleep

Childhood wounds, lost potentials, and the shadow figures representing self alienation... also denied passions, sexual and spiritual. These cannot be successfully repressed or prayed away. Neither can they be banished away with auto-suggestion, programs, or grief. To lose them is to lose ourselves, for they are part of the soul, neccessary for our wholeness. We must face them and feed them, we must come into conscious relationship with our Beast.

By smothering our desires to live passionately, we deprive ourselves of life's adventures. It is my belief that when we deny our hearts its expressions for whatever reason, we are in a spiritual crisis. True spirituality seeks love, vitality, authenticity, and enjoyment of the sensuous existence. We betray our spiritual nature when we seek to resolve our tension by sublimating them in affairs, addictions, busyness, mindless recreations, and other negative activities....merely pacifying that something dark that grows inside.

One must learn to hold the tensions between desires and the responsibilites and duties defined by conventional wisdom. You must grow through them or beyond them by holding their forces in harmonious opposition. When they are held in this manner their effects on us becomes creative and this is soul work at its best-------A yoga, the inside working on the outside, the circle of the soul, where opposites contained in a circle of relatedness operate in harmonious opposition to calm the destructive element that torments our life from the outside in.

Now that we are conscious of the savage incubus that dwells the darkest corridors of our being, we gain powerful realization of how through the development of ourselves, we can create a vessel where life's greatest energies are brought together in a way that stretches love from the beginning of our lives until their material endz. In making the effort to know the truth of ourselves, there is nothing more necessary or potentially transforming than seeking to release the love in each of us struggling against great odds to be born into the great awakening and the taming of the raging beast within.....jc

Creed of the Godz

Once awakened, the dark night of the soul is lighted. No longer causing your courage to fail you when called to face the truths concerning the self and the secrets of life. You will not be shakened by religious madness once you have seen beyond the veil of nature. We stand at the hand of "God" and leave no desires to be unacted, for we understand the conseqences of such acts all to well. Here we do not sacrifice our freedom to exist for the mere promise of enslavement; Instead we command and dictate in the name of the "Goddess", the things we desire. Having been awakened from the sleep of ignorance, we no longer be as "blind Godz". The highest religion is Truth....may you find it soon. And may the Divine Mother awaken to sing and dance in every cell of your being and our being together....

Woman it is time that you start to understand that you are born as Goddess, and not just mere woman born to satisfy the need of man or what the media perceives a woman to be...orphic

The Truth About Woman

Here is your invitation to explore the truth conjured to satisfy the swollen desires and intimate needs that scream desparatley from within to exist and function completely, as a woman. There must be an affirmative expression of self-love in action if you are to control and overcum the dis-ease and to heal the wounds inflicted by the stresses of life, time, and the anticipation of a pre-mature death.
Once upon a time woman was free to be her true being: that loving, caring, orgasmic "GODDESS" was truly a most powerful gift to the world. reversed evolution has enslaved, and over-burdened, and repressed her most sacredly unique qualities by the restriction of feminine expression as meant to be. A puritain society established by a prominent religious institution placed a design upon woman based on their model of how she should be, then prescribed methods to govern the amount of pleasure that a woman should be allowed to experience during coitus. This was employed by the introduction of the missionary position and even more extreme methods such as clitoris butchering is used in some middle eastern countries.
Woman you have been mentally imprisoned, raped of your nature, and subliminally programmed to believe that your youthfulness will be short-lived and that your flow of precious vital resources will soon dry up and take with them the most important qualities of life...FOREVER. This thought alone triggers many psychological responses such as the questioning of self-worth and also a fear of, and in some cases a longing for a speedy and tragic finalizing END...
It is regrettedly unfortunate that "todaze" woman has very little knowledge or none at all concerning the true history of her gender. She has evolved to be short-sighted by nature and then blinded farther by so many stipulations concerning her freedom. However you do have a choice . nothing is new under the sun, only the forgotten is remembered. find yourself and you find love unconditional, and love unconditional's synonym is GOD, the foundation of all things.......After you have looked at all things without, look within.

The power of sweet words

My mistress stage a lockout...I went back to verses and compliments, my natural weapons. soft words remove harsh door- chains. there's magic in poetry, its power can pull down the bloody moon, turn back the sun, make serpents burst asunder, or rivers flow upstream. doors are no much for such spellbinding, the toughest locks can be open-sesamed by its charms. But epic's a dead lost for me. I'll get nowhere with swift-footed achilles, or with either of atreus, sons, old what's-his-name wasting twenty years on war and travel, poor hector dragged in the dust-----no good. but lavish fine words on some beautiful ladies profile and sooner or later shell tender herself as the fee. an ample reward for your labors. so farwell, heroic figures of legend, the quid pro quo you offer won't tempt me. A bevy of beauties all swooning over my love- songs....that's what I want........OVID

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